is it my fault?

aq,,x taw knape,cuti kali ni,at first,it goes well..and i'm verry happy coz my mum always support me..dari start cuti lgy..even aq pnyer folio terdelete..and tpakse bwt dri mule dr mula agy..tp ntahla..time aq da nak balek ostel..aq x taw knpe..few days b4 nie..my sis treats me like hell..aq x taw ap yg bwtkan dye mcm mnyampah sgt dgn aq..sjujornye,yes,i really miss her,sbb last year mse same skola pon,even aq jrg dpt jmpe dye.but aq taw yg dye slalu ade utk aq..tpi aq ponn tak taw knape time cuti nie..aq rse aq bole kire bape kali aq bcakap / gelak2 nn dye..even same rumah,,but seriuosly.i really don't know whats going on between her and me.i hope she know that she's really important for me in life,,aq taw dye mmg rapat ngn my liltte bro,but be fair la sis,i'm your sis too..aq ade wat salah kt kaw ke?kalaw ade..cakap la..at least bile kaw dA CKP aq da taw ape salah aq,,n aq akn try improve dri aq..to be honest..everytime bile aq nmpak kaw tgh 'happy hour' ngn bboi..yes,,it does hurt a lot..rse mcm org asing ponn ade between the three of us,aq taw kaw lyan bboi lgy baek dri aq..aq lgy byk gadoh je ngn aq..tpi ape function kaw nk mmperkcilkan kbolehan aq kt org lain..n,sng2 kaw ckp aq bangang,bodoh,.dkt dpn org..kaw igt aq ta de maruah.aq taw aq x baik mane..but at least aq ade harga diri..cube klaw kaw,,aq bwt cmue,,kaw bole trime..?come on la kak.kite da bsar..ape yg kaw bnci sgt ngn aq..?klaw kaw rse aq nie mmg priceless dlm idop kaw ue..its fine!iaq bole onn..but one condition,tlglah stop mnghin or jatuhkan maruah aq..dkt org lain..kaw x malu ea..bkk aib kluarga dkt org laen..?dgn boboi lgy..aq  xtaw asl dye sensitif  sgt ngn aq,,aq taw la aq emo,byangkan la klaw ddok dgn dye..5 thun aq idop as ank last manja la konon..dalam mase 5 tahun tu la aq rse..my sis is my life..time ue mmg aq rpat sgt..but after that??i'm nothing 4 her,,

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